Yeah, I came back to watch drama on the tv. I came back also to know more scene live telecast. It's like what I expected, that's why there is always reason I never wanna come back during holiday. I know avoiding all this is not the way to solve problem , but even after this scene, there's nothing i could do as it's out of anything that i could help. there's nothing i could except burdening how i have already felt. so it's like more problems for myself. oh well, what i can do is know a lot, but stuck in my earphones after that, so i hear nothing. that's why i am almost deaf now, enjoying music in maximum volume all this while. nothing goes right this few months for me. everything seems ..hopeless.